Thursday, May 31, 2012

Conviction



The last couple weeks have been FULL of conviction and revelation for me.

It all began with a simple judgmental statement from me.  I was totally convicted by the person I said it to.  Granted, that person totally overreacted and caused more drama than necessary, but the cold hard facts are that I was wrong to say what I said.  I found myself complaining about the drama that person caused and gossiping about that person and judging that person.  Looking back, my "simple" judgmental statement caused the awful downward spiral of negativity.

Fast forward four days, I was enjoying an evening with my niece and her friend.  My niece and I often blare Eminem in the car together.  We know most of the words to a few of the songs and we are so proud of ourselves.  It's quite ridiculous, now that I look back at my texts, but I literally texted a friend "No one would bug us...we are hard ass bitches blaring Eminem...we scare people."  A few texts later I said this, "There are many sides to me that most people don't see...my affliction for Eminem is one of those."  What?!  Who is this talking?!  What am I trying to prove?!  As I tried to make it ok I said "It's just music..don't take it so seriously!"

This was the response I received from my friend, who just so happens to be a non-believer:  "It's so NOT just music.  When you spend money buying something he produces, you are tacitly supporting the fact that being a bad person pays out in society.  You support it.  You propagate it.  You contribute to the degrading of our culture and the ignorance of our society.  It's THE thing that SHOULD be taken seriously." (I fixed all his texting typos, of course, lol)

His response was so very convicting that it haunted me for days.  Fast forward another four days, I had a few minutes left at the end of my lunch break so I picked up the book I've been reading and began the next chapter.  Low and behold, that next chapter was Germ Warfare - Cleansing Our Lives of Cultural Toxins.  Yes, God, I'm listening!  Promise!!!

These are the lessons I've learned from the last couple weeks utterly FULL of conviction:
  1. Even a non-believer instictually knows what is right and wrong. (Romans 2:14-16)
  2. When I fail to focus on God, my thoughts become useless and negative. (Romans 1:21)
  3. Who am I to feel qualified to lead others while I continue to commit the sins I tell others not to.  (Romans 2:17-24)
  4. I refuse to conform to the patterns of this world but be transformed by the renewing of my mind.  (Romans 12:1-2)
  5. Actions speak louder than words.  I can preach God's Word all I want, but living out God's Word is how I can really affect people.
Conviction....Reveleation.....ACTION:  I am making a bold statement and recruiting all who know me to hold me accountable.  No more complaining.  No more judging others.  No more gossiping.  No more multiple personalities.  If you see me living in a manner contrary to those 4 bold statements...convict me!!


"This is your life, are you who you want to be?"
This is my life, and who I want to be is who Christ wants me to be and I choose to live IN Christ.  



 

6 comments:

  1. Isn't wonderful that God provides a way to forgive and cleanse us from our unrighteousness when we admit, confess, and repent with an open heart (1 John 1:9). Keep your eyes on your upward calling...

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    1. Yes, every day is a new day! Upward Not Inward!

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  2. So been there. I can't wait to be updated on the progress of your action in response to conviction. Great song!

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    1. I can't wait to share the progress :) Love ya!

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  3. Wow! Our church messages have been about this very thing recently and I'm shaken to the core! This may be the most important thing we who call ourselves Christians DO. It's convicting but also so easy to fall away from. So much easier to be OF this world instead of just IN it! Good message girl!

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    1. Thx Kelly! It is easier to OF this world than to live IN Christ in this world. But if it was easy, everyone would be doing it without struggle. We must Dare to be different, Dare to change, Dare to take Action!

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